It did. Work, I mean. What I don't understand is why the paragraph breaks decided to elope altogether. Holding hands, like.
I know I'm being silly but it's not as if I'm getting paid for this or anything. And let's face it, girl. It's not as if you really had an audience. You don't. There's no one here to bore out of its wits but you.

The only thing I gotta figure out now is the images thing. I would really want to post some even though they're not going to be really personal until I get enough money to purchase a camera.

Babe:
I would like to tell you I'm not mad at you anymore. I'm really not. It's just, I'm sort of annoyed. You know me, it's difficult for me to communicate what I really feel; and I have become very inhibited with when the subject is sex. With my other boyfriends I had no trouble with simply saying "hey, I'm horny. Let's have sex", but I just can't say that to you. I think this is partially due to you calling it "making love", which is sweet and I know that's exactly what it is to you, but it still seems to me pretty corny (not to mention ridiculous) to just blurt out something like "babe, let's make love, because I'm horny". I mean, that doesn't sound romantic (or sexy) at all.

And I've been trying. Last time we discussed it, you told me you didn't understand me wanting to go to bed as a hint for sex. Well, I try not to be so cryptic anymore; yesterday I told you "let's go to bed, shall we?", and you said "I'm not sleepy yet"; and so I go, "I am not sleepy either, but I wanna go to bed". I mean, HOW MUCH CLEARER CAN I GET? And you said "but I wanna play my simcoptar game! don't be mean!"

Now, I've been with men (too many of them) sexually and non-sexually, and I know for a fact that all of you are 95% dick, even the nicest and quietest one. And any woman who might read this will agree with me. You're the first man I ever know who refuses sex on a regular basis. That's what freaks me out. I know you love me, and you said yesterday you thought I was very sexy, SO WHAT THE HELL IS THE MATTER WITH YOU????!!! And don't tell me now that you didn't know what I was up to, because later in bed I started to kiss you and touch you and you were unresponsive, and when I asked you if everything was all right you said yea, sure, but all you really wanted was watch some TV. TV, my ass. Why do you reject me? Is this some kind of dominance issue with you? Does it always have to be your way?

I don't know if you've noticed, but I haven't had a single orgasm with you since before New Year's. I hope you haven't noticed, because if you have it means you don't care.

And all the times we've had sex lately have been quickies. I wouldn't mind if it happened once in a while, but all the time is tiresome. And not that sexy for me either. A girl gets to miss foreplay, you know. FOREPLAY. That means more than 15 seconds must pass between you grabbing me from behind and sticking it in. I'm not a love-machine, you know. I know you love me, but I don't understand why you don't want to have sex with me anymore, and when you do want to, why you don't care if I enjoy it anymore.

What I'm trying to say is I feel that to you our sex is perfunctory. Burocratic. Just some little ceremony we have to go through from time to time because otherwise I get cranky. Please babe, let's not have sex just for my sake. I'd rather not have it. I feel humiliated. I feel rejected. If you don't want to have sex with me anymore, you should tell me and then we'll take the necessary steps (and I don't know what those might be, because although I love you very much, I don't know if I can live with a man whom I want and doesn't want me back).

I love you so much...
And I want you so much...

Why don't you want me? Am I boring in bed or something? I don't think so. I know I am not so. I mean, I'm bolder than you in bed, let's face it.