There. My sitemeter is back. No one ever comes, but still I wanna know.

I had totally forgotten. I have an appointment with the doctor today. In other words: today I find out whether I am an hysterical hypochondriac or if maybe I should prepare myself for radiotherapy. I hope not. I really hope not.

I had kind of blocked it out, to be honest. Didn't think about it at all yesterday, for example. I wouldn't have bought what I bought if in any way I considered I might be really sick.

Wish me luck... I'll be back.

Let it not be cancer, please. Please.