I didn't sleep at all last night, and I feel like --you guessed it-- shit.

Perhaps I'm worried. Okay, I am. But the worst part is that last night I wasn't even thinking about all this happy crappy. Belendor had cooled down when he got home and he didn't seem so terminating. So I was thinking about other stuff.

And still, I couldn't sleep. Every time I closed my eyes all this stupid little rhymes started running around in my head (and at full volume):

One-two-three-four-five-six-seven
All good children go to heaven.

Or:

Hey-ho,
Let's go

Or (my favorite, with chorus line and all):

Be obscene,
Be, be obscene, baby!

Right on.

So I got up and went to the computer and downloaded all this memorable melodies. Then... nothing. I couldn't sleep.

Oh, they're playing Black Sabbath on the radio. Good stuff.

And I'm not even sleepy. Just... tired. Can't fix my mind on a subject for more than a couple of secs. I'm disperse.

Have you seen me?