I feel better. I only had to see a lousy movie to bring the cynical bitch back. I won't say what movie it was, I'll just say it was a nightmare mixture of Jane Eyre, East of Paradise, The Sound of Music, and The Others with the musical score from Gone With the Wind. It was so lousy I couldn't even finish watching it.

Moving back to my more superficial trend, this is the next piercing I'll have done (ignore zits and irritation):



I won't paste the photos, because I think they might offend some sensibilities and I might even break some blogger rule I am unaware of, but I have a question here. I wonder, if I think this looks actually very pretty and maybe in some years I nerve myself up to have it done whereas at the same time, I think this is NOT esthethic at all, that it looks very ugly, does that mean I at least have some boundaries? Or does it mean I'm a lesbian and I don't know it?

I'll have to think it over.