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9. Always stays the same, nothing ever changes. English summer rain, seems to last for ages. Hold your breath and count to ten, fall apart, then start again.

6. I'm looking forward towards this year's last months. Many good things are coming. I'll start school (hopefully), I'll get my paycheck (1500 dollars pending), Jess will come (hopefully, you gotta come girlie), The Wolves of the Calla, everything. I need a change. Anyway, my life always changes every six months.

5. I'm bloggin in the nude, how's that for sick? But it's just that it's so hot in here, for once. And besides, I'm home alone (what else is new), so who cares? So, I'm blogging in the nude and I don't give a shit.

2. Samsarra, I miss you so much. I miss your coolness, your ordered thought, your always good advice. I hope you're doing well. Better than well; I hope you're very happy. I hope you're back soon; I miss you something terrible, you're the bravest person I've met.

8. I hold an image of the ashtray girl
As the cigarette burns on my chest
I wrote a poem that described her world
That put my friendship to the test
And late at night
Whilst on all fours
She used to watch me kiss the floor
What's wrong with this picture?
What's wrong with this picture?

Farewell the ashtray girl

We know we miss her
We miss her picture

I hold an image of the ashtray girl too. I used to be her. I sometimes still am.

1. My feet hurt. This week and the last one, I've been walking all the way back home from the office. I don't know exactly how long it is, but it is dreadfully far. On the upside, though, I've lost about 2 kilos.

4. "Damned bunch of kids dressed like asses led by an ass dressed as a kid" -- Quote from Belendor, upon seeing a Boy Scout squad.

7. Don't I hate having no money at all?

3. I'm dreading School Court on wednesday. In my fantasies, I see them as these wise but severe guys, kind of like a Jedi Council, who will take a look at me and say: "Impressive, most impressive. Too old to be a Jedi though, you are." Methinks I'll be disappointed on that one. I hope so.