Well, it turned out that I needn't worry. That high shot rock bitch who was going to hire Bel decided in the end not to. Bel's sound doesn't quite convince her. Or more probably, she was offended because when she offered Bel a joint he wouldn't take it.
And if I'm kind of annoyed that Bel wouldn't take that single drag, if only to please her, does that make me a terrible woman?
Yes, I guess it does.
We just had the stupidest argument. We are all out of drinking water since yesterday night, and he stayed here all day sulking because they didn't have to rehearse, of course. I come home after work, stupidly sure he'd already gone and gotten us some water, and find out he didn't. 'I didn't notice we were out of water.' Yeah, right. Like he doesn't wake up every morning and gets a big glass of water first thing.
I said nothing. Why, the man's bummed out, so I guess I have to be patient and cut him some slack, right? It doesn't matter if I am also pretty bummed out myself and nevertheless I still get to do all the washing and the dishes and the house (whee!!). Oh, of course, and I also get to drag the water home (it's a 20 gallon bottle). But hey, he's the man, he's bummed out, let's not be bitches and cut him some fucking slack.
So I said nothing, but when he asked me for change to go to a friend's we did get into an argument. I was obviously being a bitch not wanting to give him the change I had. After all, since I'm already going to fetch the water it doesn't hurt me if I also walk 4 more blocks to go to the ATM now, does it? I am obviously such a selfish, egotistical self-centered bitch who only thinks about not walking an extra distance in hopes of coming home earlier and do the dishes or taking out the garbage and making him go to the ATM and then take a cab; everyone can see that just royally fucks up his delicate schedule.
This can't go on. It's not fair that we should be arguing about petty things like these. It isn't fair that I'm put in this position, and it isn't fair that he's put in that position, either.
I need a break.
And if I'm kind of annoyed that Bel wouldn't take that single drag, if only to please her, does that make me a terrible woman?
Yes, I guess it does.
We just had the stupidest argument. We are all out of drinking water since yesterday night, and he stayed here all day sulking because they didn't have to rehearse, of course. I come home after work, stupidly sure he'd already gone and gotten us some water, and find out he didn't. 'I didn't notice we were out of water.' Yeah, right. Like he doesn't wake up every morning and gets a big glass of water first thing.
I said nothing. Why, the man's bummed out, so I guess I have to be patient and cut him some slack, right? It doesn't matter if I am also pretty bummed out myself and nevertheless I still get to do all the washing and the dishes and the house (whee!!). Oh, of course, and I also get to drag the water home (it's a 20 gallon bottle). But hey, he's the man, he's bummed out, let's not be bitches and cut him some fucking slack.
So I said nothing, but when he asked me for change to go to a friend's we did get into an argument. I was obviously being a bitch not wanting to give him the change I had. After all, since I'm already going to fetch the water it doesn't hurt me if I also walk 4 more blocks to go to the ATM now, does it? I am obviously such a selfish, egotistical self-centered bitch who only thinks about not walking an extra distance in hopes of coming home earlier and do the dishes or taking out the garbage and making him go to the ATM and then take a cab; everyone can see that just royally fucks up his delicate schedule.
This can't go on. It's not fair that we should be arguing about petty things like these. It isn't fair that I'm put in this position, and it isn't fair that he's put in that position, either.
I need a break.
posted by gaby san at
10/14/2003 04:12:00 PM
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