OK, whatever, it was wrong and we all know it.

I suck. They're right.

Back to the gutter, back to the hole where I rightly belong.

"One should limit oneself to clearing doubts and correcting mistakes."

Fuck, fuck and REFUCK. I'll be DIPPED IN SHIT.

Yeah, and I keep thinking, "It was a two page essay!!! It was NOT a 5 line paragraph with seven hundred mistakes in it, it was 500 I'llBeDamned words we're talking about!! Not fair!"

Of course, that's a childish voice and ought to be silenced. I also keep thinking, that I shouldn't have gotten all excited with the essay, that I should have played it safe and written a mediocre essay along the lines of:

"An English class is very nice. [so they can see I can use adjectives properly]. In an English class, people learn English from teachers. Teachers teach English to people. [do they can see I understand the whole subject/object thing). I like teaching English." and blah-blah-blah.

Why WHY did I have to go an write with the heart and dirty myself with complex structures? Why OH WHY??????

Keep it simple, stupid.

I just keep crying every time I remember.

I'm such an idiot.