it's them it's not me

Sky was the second one to be born, as far as I know. Lucy was the lively, squeaky, fat one from the beginning, so I'm pretty sure she was the first. during the first day, Lucy and Sky were the biggest of the three; I was rather worried about little Diamonds, because she was noticeable much smaller than the other three.

on thursday morning though, I noticed for the first time that while there were still two big ones and a little one, it was now Sky that was the smallest. she wasn't feeding anymore.
I went out and bought milk substitute and a bottle, but my heart was sinking from right then. and right on spot; I never got her to feed worth a damn, and even though she looked stronger yestrerday in the early morning, sometime in between the noon and the 3 o'clock feeding she fell asleep and I could never wake her up. she died soon after.

such a small kitty.

this hasn't been my favourite week of all times, to be honest.

top 3 girl cds in marianne's stack
1. extraordinary machine -- fiona apple
2. little earthquakes -- tori amos
3. selma songs -- bjork