sheep go to heaven, goats go to hell

and thus we have changed.

Halloween 2005

This year has been so hard, but I've learned so much.

I've learned that everything goes and everything stays, contradictory but true; and in consequence, learning patience is something to strive for; and that includes being patient with myself as well as with others.
In the same spirit, it's useless to rush something through or live with your mind in the after; life is about the in-betweens, about those endless shades of grey. like it or not, whatever your drama strain is, there are no true blacks and whites. you gotta learn to love the grey.
I've learned there's a time for everything, except for regret.

I really don't know what to wish for this october. i'd like to be brave again. stop feeling like my life's mostly over for now.

yeah, I'm happier than I've been, but still i'm sad. does that even make sense?

I am appreciative of my life and I'm grateful. I really don't want anything beyond what I have now, except (as always) for more money, please and thankya.

goodbye and welcome, thanks for everything again.